I had finally made it through my first semester of my freshman year and started to finally get what high school is about and how to survive it. Lost some friends at the end of the year plus my boyfriend at the time, gained some new friends over the summer though. I had such an amazing experience at a summer camp. I not only set my Christian life in motion but also met some people I know I'll never forget. One of my best friends moved back and now is my neighbor. Not long after, I began my sophomore year. One of my friends I have pretty much grown up with even though we weren't that close went to her heavenly home. A few weeks after, I got to see one of those new friends I know I'll never forget for a weekend. Once school started, my social life had really taken off again. Not much happened until the holidays and of course there was family drama. Probably came close to failing a class, but also became very focused on school work.
All in all, I suppose you can say I lost friends, but then gained friends. Fell out of love, and am most likely falling for another. Had my good times, and those where I thought my world was coming to an end. Through all of that, I would love to say thank you to all the people in the past year who have helped me get through this crazy little thing called life. If it wasn't for them, who knows where I would be today? So here's a thank you and I love you.
Since it is the new year, I feel like its a time to reflect but to also look towards the future. I haven't really thought of a resolution yet but I do have a few goals I would like to complete this year. One of them is to improve as much as possible in my studies. Another is to improve more as a Christian and being that example people need as well as someone people know they can come to talk or ask about God. I would also like to be a better friend. I feel like sometimes I'm not up to par with that area. Lastly, a goal I have for myself as of right now is for that one person to know how I feel towards him and that it'd be returned. And of course that we could be together even though that seems impossible right now.
I mainly needed to get all that out. If anyone read this, you really didn't have to. It was just a release of thoughts for me. But if you did, I'll let you know I'm done now.
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(Hearts, hugs and kisses)
