First off, I'm bitter sweet about the summer coming to an end. I'm not ready for it to be over. It feels like the break has just begun and now its winding to a close. I really wish I could go back to about a month ago at camp and do just a couple things different to see if maybe some things would be a bit different now. On the flip side, I'm ready for school to start back cause I feel like that's the only time I get close to some of the people I hold most dear to my heart. I know it shouldn't be that way but it seems like that's how it goes.
Another thing I've been thinking about recently is I'm finally ready to move onto someone else now that things have been fixed with the ex. I know I'm ready to date someone else and want to but there's pretty much no one I'm interested in right now. Yeah I know a guy or two that's good eye candy and have been asked out by someone I know kinda well but none of them seem right. Maybe I'll get lucky this year and find an amazing guy to be with for a while. Dunno. What I do know though is I want that special love in my life that only the one can give you. I am very aware that I will most likely have to wait until after high school or even college to find that love if it's mean for me to have it at all in my life. Oh well.
On a totally different note, absolutely nothing new has happened recently. I. Am. So. Bored. I need adventure. Just need to take a couple of friends and some money and just go out in the world and do crazy stupid things and just live life. Do that and say we in fact did something with our lives and not just sit back and watch life pass you by. We're only young and youthful for so long. We need to do something with it before it's too late.
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