Monday, February 22, 2010

15~ :) ~ ♥

So I'm excited for the best day ever. What is that you ask? The day we celebrate my entering into the world. Heck yes. Thats pretty much all I have going on i the near future. Thought you should know. :)

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Really? Stupidity annoys me...

There are many things in life that just really rub me the wrong way. Yes I am leading into a rant. Enjoy or leave.

For starters, it really irritates me when people are retarded in a relationship. Specifically when they doubt the feelings of the other one in that relationship. I mean seriously. If he says he loves you and everything why do you doubt it? Especially when you feel the same way or even stronger? And then a couple months after you break up, you still have feelings for him? Really? Not making sense here. End of that point.

Secondly, why on earth would you make such a fan-girl-esque comment on a social networking site about that guy 3 or more months after you're broke up AND he has another girlfriend who happens to be your friend on the site and can easily see it.
The stupidity of that, for one, makes me mad cause I can't stand stupid people.
Also that fact that someone would do that makes me mad too. I know I'm probably sounding insecure or whatever to those who know the situation, but I'm really not.

I guess what all that is getting to is the point of why act like that when you already had your chance? What I'm saying is, if you still have feelings for him you shouldn't have blown it while you had it. Instead of doubting everything, you should have embraced it and enjoyed that the person you liked or even loved had the same feelings for you.

That's all I'm going to say on this for now.
Peace

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Bored Ramblings

New friends are an interesting creature. Seriously. They spark so much curiosity since you know nothing about them but at the same time it causes awkwardness for the same reason. I love talking to new people but sometimes I find it hard to find something to talk to them about.

Yeah...

So today in chorus my teacher pretty much made me sing a solo to Send It On. [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3xh6_jhlnU]
It's very obvious I'm not comfortable with those people yet cause I turned red while doing so and normally I do no such thing from just singing. Hopefully soon I will get over this. We started doing Beatles songs too. It's very apparent that they were high when they wrote their work. I like the music though..

Well this is going nowhere unlike what I had hoped for. Oh well. That wraps it up for tonight I guess.