New Year's mixed feelings..

I feel like I should have a completely random post since I haven't had one in a while. So, Here goes:

The year is just days away from being over. I feel as if I haven't really grasped that yet in my head. I mean after a wonderful year like 2009 was for me I don't want it to come to an end. So many great things happened. I know with the year ending I should be inspired to make this upcoming year just as great and unique as this year was. I guess I'm just one of those people who doesn't enjoy letting things go. If I could relive anything I would definitely choose this year. All the way from January 1st to now. I would relive every detail from the horrible things I did that only few know of to stupid choices that even go to relationships I was in to all the kick butt awesome times with friends and family to the time I closed myself off in my room and cried. I dunno. I guess I'm not wanting to let o of everything when really its already over and going into a new year doesn't really mean anything.

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Yeah I feel better now. All that was just to have a thought dump that I needed to have. But all is well now. :) Happy New Year to all and I hope 2010 will be a good year!

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Just to catch you up~

So its been ages and a day since I last posted something on here so I feel like I must write again. :)

The main thing in my life right now is I'm still happily loving my boyfriend. I still can't believe its been over a month... But yeah. He's still amazing in my eyes which is all that matters.

Another good thing that has occurred is my brother finally got on some medications that help him out. With the new meds we shouldnt have to go through what we did a month ago. So I think we have reached the light at the end of that tunnel for now.

My life keeps getting better too. Tomorrow at 10:30 AM I will be having the happiest moment of my life. This whole semester I have been struggling through my honors biology class. One of the toughest classes I have ever taken. I thought I was going to fail miserably but after the exam tomorrow I will be done with that class once and for all!!! >:D

That's pretty much the only things to be updated about... I know I have a lame life but oh well~

Peace~ ♥

Two is Better Than One

Two is better than one
“Why?” You may ask
For many a reason
Two is better than one,
For one simple reason among many
For when there is two,
One may not be lonely.
When there is only one,
There is no company to be kept,
No words are spoken to be heard,
And one suffers in a solitary world.
On the contrary,
When there are two,
Company is around and is very treasured,
Many words are shared,
Memories are made to last a lifetime,
And neither of the two has to worry about the solitary side.
When two come together,
Wondrous events can occur.
The relationship can become more than what was ever thought of at first.
Two may find the best friendship the world has ever seen.
Two may also find what they may mistake as family.
Or in a miraculous event,
Two may have found the one they are meant to be with for life.
The one in which the other can’t live without.
Yes, for indeed,
Two is better than one for this is the only way one may find love.

By: Ashley Holt

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