And I Dedicate This To...

I have this one friend who has been dying for me to write about her since she found out about my blog. So here's to you Boo:

The one I call my Boo I have known since we were still in Pampers and before we knew of the evils of the world. We have slowly through time built a pretty good friendship. When we were in the elementary years of our school career, we weren't really necessarily the best of friends but were there for each other when needed. Once she got into middle school, our friendship quickly turned into what we refer to as sisterhood. Yes we have had our bad times where we hated each other's guts and got into verbal fights that were not suitable for G Rated viewers. But we always make up.

Some have gotten rather jealous of the friendship we have whether they will admit it or not. We do love each other dearly and some may find that creepy but its all in a totally straight way. We haven't had hardly any time to spend with each other recently which makes me pretty sad and her too. But with school and such its hard. For some reason, though, she thinks I would give up my boyfriend just to see "her gorgeous face". Direct quote I tell you. I would go pretty far for her but not to the distance to give up the guy who has that part of my heart right now. I love ya Boo and maybe this post has finally made you happy since its all about you.

♥

Weekend Wrap-up

I had a pretty awesome weekend. Yeah. That's right, I have something to write about that I did. Friday, Sarah and I raided Anna's house and we went to The Warehouse. That place is the shizz and can't wait til I get a car so I can and just hang out at places like that. Once we left there, all three of us pretty much crashed at Anna's house. Then Saturday, after going to Burger King we saw the most popular movie out this weekend, New Moon. Bottom line: It was waaaay better than twilight was. While we were there I saw posters for a movie I am excitedly awaiting. I know it'll make me sound like I'm stuck in my childhood but I really don't care. I am proud to say i a looking forward to seeing Alice in Wonderland. I mean look at how cool Jonny Depp looks as the Mad Hatter: Yuh.

Anywho, To get back on topic.... After we left the theater, we went and watched the Christmas parade. I dunno if running up and down he main street or hanging out at the playground afterwards was more fun.. All in all, I had a very good time this weekend. :)

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Free day!!!

We finally have a free day in here so I shall write until I get tired of typing... or get bored... or just run out of ideas... yeah....

So I am uber excited about tonight/tomorrow. That's right. I hear a fun weekend coming up. So tonight sometime I'm raiding good ol' Anna's house along with Sarah. >:D Oh yes. And then sometime tomorrow [now that I know it's not sold out] we're going to see New Moon. Be prepared for an excited fangirl post tomorrow. hahah... I'm actually starting to get excited for it. Unlike 14 posts ago, I am ready for it. Yeah it's going to be fun.

I've noticed that some people tend to write about their love life in their blog. I wonder why that is. I know having a someone special in you life is something you would want to share with the world but for some reason I can never bring myself to do so. Maybe that's just me. Some feelings should stay to yourself I think and only a few people you would also want to know. Not to be broad casted for the world literally to see since something like that is pretty personal. dunno...

-yawn- School is rather tiring....

I wanna put in a picture since I haven't done that in a long time. stupid blocked sites... All I want to do is post a pretty faerie picture but it wont let meh... D:

:O New Moon picture instead!!!

Kellan is in it~ :3

This has been pretty much pointless so I'm going to go now~

Sayonara~ ♥

. . .

So I'm sitting in class waiting for it to start. I kinda don't like getting here early. Well, I guess that's better than getting here late and having to serve a detention or Saturday school, but still...

I pretty much have nothing to write about today so this will be pretty much pointless.

I just had to type 750 words from a newspaper that was about nothing more than Thanksgiving food. Oh so exciting. -apply heavy sarcasm here-
So pretty much I'm tired of typing and shall get caught up on My Life Is Average. I swear that site is addicting.
off to read about funny average people~ ♥

11 words + an emoticon

I'm tired but today shall be awesome. I know it will. :)

Just a lil clearing out of the upstairs..

I feel like I need to have a thought dump. Well, I guess that's the point of having a blog... >>'
So Friday the 13th wasn't that bad for me. My mom had her birthday and I tried my best to make it special for her since it was just us two. Then later that night, I helped host a slumber party which was a success I would say.

Saturday once I got home, we had one of the parties for my brother's birthday. So I had to clean my room, then help host that, and help clean up afterwards. A lot to do for someone who had only 3 or 4 hours of sleep the night before. I eventually went to bed last night around midnight once my sleep deprivation hyperness went away.

Then I had to get up at like 8 to go to church which wasn't half bad since I got to see my boyfriend but still. After church, we had another party for my brother. Not long after that I went to small group and now on here.

Conclusion: My weekend has been very busy for me. It has also worn me out and quite frankly, I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I might but up for it if I didn't have to be there til around 2 in the afternoon so I could sleep til after 12 sometime but still get to see my people that I love being with everyday. And while at school, just hang out with these people since all of us don't get to near enough as a full group.

That's something I really miss about being in middle school. We all got o hang out together all the time because even though we didn't all have the same teacher, we did get to have lunch to claim as ours and it was great. this year is not so much and I miss having that time. Not to say I'm unhappy with the crew I sit with at lunch and the people in my classes, I just miss what we had last year. But I'm also glad that I am past what I went though during that time too. I'll probably go on about that sometime in another entry.

This has been really long and maybe not all the way pointless. I feel somewhat less crowded in my brain now too. xD Well If you have took the time to read all of this, I applaud you and must now bring you the sad news of this journey: It's over now. No more to write about tonight.
Good Night world~ ♥

PowerPoint Amusement

First time I've had the chance to write in the past few days. Stupid homework... =.=

We have been working on power point presentations in computer class. It has made come to like making them. Who knew they'd be so much fun? I wouldn't know cause even though my computer is pretty new, it doesn't have that capability so this is really my first time working with it. I wish all of our teachers would make that our assignment because that would make it so much more fun to do.
The power point we had to make today was about Christmas and has kinda got me in the spirit for it. Well at least for now. No, I'm not a Scrooge. The hype and all for Christmas gets me out of the spirit for it. I hate it when good holidays go commercialized. I'm flexible with moving away from tradition but when it all goes down to who can but the most presents or even get the most, I get tired of it.
That's it for today ♥

My happy post~

I know my past few posts have been pretty sad so I'm going to break that with this really happy one because I am really happy. :D
For starters, My little brother got to come yesterday morning. Great joy there. The only thing I miss about him being gone is the house is not quiet any more. But the noise is tolerable when I have him back where he's supposed to be.
Secondly, a couple days ago I told the guy I like how I feel about him and he likes me back so there has been another reason for my strange happiness all of a sudden.
Yeah.. A suckish week has turned into a very good one. :)


Anna just showed me this funny website. To all my followers [I know i have so many... =P] I totallly recommend if you a good laugh or two.
http://mylifeisaverage.com/

Peace~ >o
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:/

So my entry from last night was definitely a downer. After typing that, I broke down and cried for a while. Yeah... last night just wasn't my night. Hopefully today will be better though. I need it to be better. Highly doubt it will be though. But who knows? Maybe the day will surprise me.

I think I can make it through school better than I thought I would be able too. The real challenge is going to be tonight. I swear every time I go to that place it makes me more and more upset since its been several days and we don't know when he's going to be able to finally come home. I should stop it there before I get all sad again and break down in the middle of class.

Guess who is obsessed with a song again. If you said Bill Clinton, I have no idea.... But if you said me then you would be correct. Vanilla Twilight is the name by that city of owls. xD Yeah...
This is going absolutely no where so I'm going to go. I should be doing my homework but quite frankly I don't understand most of it and really don't care about it. So take that Mrs. Norris. =P

Ta ta~ ♥

Releasing of pinned up feelings

I am not looking forward to school tomorrow at all. I am feeling down and out and being around that many people I would have to put on my pretend I'm happy face for them. If i didn't I would have to deal with the questioning of what's wrong and stuff which is worse than having to fake it all day.

I know I shouldn't be so upset about my problem but for some reason I am. I feel like I can just break down and cry at any moment and I just want to stay all curled up in my room until things get better. unfortunately for me though we have this thing called school and laws that make us attend.

I hate being worried like this. I also don't like having to leave my brother everyday after only seeing him for an hour. Leaving him like that really bothers me. And all this makes me want to cry and I do cry which is another thing I hate doing. I feel so weak and helpless right now and can't do a thing about it.

I know my parents and other family members are just as upset too. And we shouldn't be since he's getting help but reminding yourself of that doesn't help calm or console you.

I thought letting this out would make me feel better but it doesn't so I'm going to go.
Post some later.
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Tired...

I am really tired today. More so than I'll let show. Last night was just craziness that lead to me not being home til 11:30, then after and hour of homework it was 12:30 before I was even able to think about getting a shower or doing the regular getting ready for bed stuff. It was somewhere past 1 when I finally got to bed after having exerted a lot of energy to help with the original problem that cause all this. All in all: Yesterday was crazy and tiring and today my parents are making me suffer through school. That's all I have to write about today. Hopefully I won't sleep during an important class.
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Another Random Ranting

Ok. I need to let some things out.
First of all, if someone is mad at me I just wish they would come out and say it. It bothers me to the furthest degree when people keep it a secret that they're mad at me. If I made you mad I would want you to come out and say it and why I made you mad so maybe we can fix whatever it is.

Secondly, I think its retarded to let peoples opinions or whatever ruin your whole outlook on life. Seriously. We're getting older people. Others are no longer afraid to speak their minds. Yes some stuff they say can be hurtful or whatever but suck it up! Not everything is going to be sunshine and roses. But also don't let every little thing get you down.

Thirdly, Don't complain about being alone in a sea of people or saying that no one cares when you don't speak up and something be known. People won't necessarily know something just by looking at you. And even if you are not the most outgoing of the bunch, reaching out to maybe one or two can help the loneliness. They might not be your best of friend but at least its someone. Also keep in mind that even your closest friends screw up too. [refer back to the first and second point made]

A certain friend has brought these things to my attention and i wont mention names for I have no idea who might read this but I hope she does. And if you do I think you know who I am talking to. None of this is meant to be rude or whatever. I just think you need to hear it.

Mirror mirror on the wall~

I don't really have anything to talk about today so lets see where this ends up going. :D

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"Who are you to tell me I am less than what I should be?"

That's my favorite line from the song I'm listening to. Its from Mirror Mirror by Barlow Girl. The song is about her getting over bulimia. Pretty good song actually. I like that line from it because it can be inspirational to make you realize that no matter what people say you are still your awesome,beautiful self and that no one can change that.

Some days I feel as if I am nothing but a train wreck and a failure but when I think of that it makes me feel better. Not saying that the song is all high and mighty like that and that I always listen to it to boost my self confidence because I'm not that kind of person. Those kind of people get on my nerves. Just something that makes me and can make others feel better.

Teen Titans! xD

Yeah... I'm listening to that now. I think that's all I'll ramble on about for now.

Bye~ ♥